A doctor must work eighteen hours a day and seven days a week. If you cannot console yourself to this, get out of the profession.

Dedicated to all my stupid FRIENDS

No matter how many times you get hurt,you always forgive them.
No matter how many times they forget to wish you birthdayyou always forgive them.
No matter how many times you fight with themyou always forgive them. 
No matter how many times they ignore youyou always forgive that.
No matter how many times they break your heartyou always forgive them.
Some call it stupid,I call it friendship:) 
Dedicated to all my stupid, idiot, adorable & lovely FRIENDS...Miss you guys a lot...

wah wah

Mere Wafa Ka Aitbaar Na Tha Unko...

Gairo Ki baat Ka wo Yakeen Kar gaye....

Ro ro k sunaya Jo haal-e-dil Apna ....

Hans hans k meri wafa ki wo Toheen kr gye ...!!!

so finally a new member in my FAMILY.....itz my new DOBERMANN dog ''Tarzan''.

so sweet

neha didi i really miss ur momo's......u r gr8 cook.

Crystal white mountains......awesum natural beauty lies in ROHTANG (HP).

most memorable

Fantastic forever Forever.....by Dr.Pankhuri.singh

Kuch yaadein hai un lamhon ki...jin lamhon me hum saath rahe... khushiyon se bhare jazbat rahe....ek umar guzari hai humne...jahan rote huye b hanste the....kuch kehte the...kuch sunte the...hum roz subh jab milte the,to sabke chehre khilte the...hum mandir ko jo jate the...sab milkar baatein karte the..hum socho kitna haste the...wo goonj humari hansi ki,ab ek purani yaad bani,ye baatein hai un lamhon k jin lamhon me hum sath rahe.....FANTASTIC 4(F4)...D FRIENDZ FOREVER!!

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My Manali-Rohtang trip

My one of d most daring trip. Starting from lko....thn delhi waitng
room, canaught place.....thn our journey to manali. 

No doubt,dat Manali z beautiful...river side, cold wheather....juicey green
apple....maal road market....forest....temples ....n most memorable ''Rohtang''.

 

ROHTANG,itz amazing . Surrounded by crystal white moutains with  fucking cold wheather.There oxygen level z low n tempetarue below 0 degree.Snow,snow n snow..vid my dearest ones. I really enjoyed dis trip.
23nov-28thnov.

yes i m in favour of dis.

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Heer is a song that takes into account the stories of Heer-Ranjha,where Ranjha left his beloved to get married to another suitor in the beginning, and Mirza-Sahebaan,where Mirza takes his beloved on a horse.And so, in the song,the girl wants to be called Sahebaan instead of Heer,even though Mirza and Sahebaan die at the end of story.

Ho ho o...
Heer Heer na akho adiyo
Main te Sahiba hoi
Ghodi leke aave le jaaye
Ghodi leke aave le jaaye
Ho mainu le jaaye Mirza koi 
Ho mainu le jaaye Mirza koi
Heer Heer na aakho adiyo
Main te Sahiba hoi
Ghodi leke aave le jaaye
Ghodi leke aave le jaaye 

 
(Don't call me Heer, o friends, I've become Sahibaan
I hope he comes on a horse and take me away,
I wish some Mirza comes for me and takes me away)

Ohde je hi main te oh mere varga
Hans da ai hasr savere varga

Ankha bandh kar laa te thande hanere
varga (x2) 

Ohde je hi main te oh Mirza mere varga
Ohde je hi main te oh Mirza mere varga 

 

(I am like him, he is like me only..
He smiles like it's morning,
and if he closes eyes, it's like cold dark..)

 

 

 

Ho Heer Heer akho adiyo
Main te Sahiba hoi
Ghodi leke aave le jaaye
Ghodi leke aave le jaaye
Ho mainu le jaaye Mirza koi 

Le jaaye Mirza koi Le jaaye Mirza koi... 

 

 

Naal naal tur na te vith rakhna
Hadh rakh lena vich dil rakhna
Chhanve chhanve bhaave, assi teri
parchhave, tur naa (x2) 

 

(walk with me (close to me) only, 

don't keep any distance in between,
mark a boundary, and keep the heart in between.
I have to walk under your shade only..)

 

Ohde je hi main te oh mere varga
Ohde je hi main te oh mere varga 

Ho Heer Heer akho adiyo
Main te Sahiba hoi
Ghodi leke aave le jaaye haaye
Le jaaye Mirza koi
Le jaaye Mirza koi... 

 

 

Heer Heer akho adiyo
Main te Sahiba hoi
Ghodi leke aave le jaaye
Ghodi leke aave le jaaye
Oh ho...

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my fv8.

awesum 1

true very true....miss u dad.

after such a long time, finally my closest friend is back in my contact vid a husband n a son.

Wahh wahh.....

Tumhari Be-Rukhi Par Bhi Luta Di Zindagi Humne..!!! 
Agar Aap Meharbaa'n Hote to apna Haal Kya Hota..!!

thank you sis for being vid me always....honoured to have you.....love you a lot ''Khuem Pan Ri''

continue d counts...

Success is not final, failure is not fatal:
it is the courage to continue that counts...!

being a doctor is really a gr8 job.

i think one of the best things which ever ever makes me feel on top of the world was, when i had taken admission in med school on 13th/august/2007.
i m doctor not because i want to earn a lot, but because it make me a better person, it make me feel great from the core of my soul. To save somelife really really.....make your soul HAPPY.Thanku GOD for given this chance to me.

Doctors r nt made.....

i love being a DOCTOR.

today i would have donated my blood

A blood donation occurs when a person voluntarily has blood drawn and used for transfusions or made into medications by a process called fractionation. 

In the developed world, most blood donors are unpaid volunteers.....n today i was asked to be. but i have to say no because i am leaking. 

Mr.kahadhka,40 yr old patient going for HAEMO dialysis need a fresh blood  A+, His wife asked me for a donation if i can give my blood. 

i am not able to help her .....bcoz no 1 z A+ in my knowledge other than me.

once again i lost n opportunity to save or say help a poor guy.

in developing country like NEPAL patient die not because of disease, they die more often because lack of resourses, lack of sincerity in DOCTORS.....n lack of passion in Dr's to save lifes.  

very true

my 1st chance to OUT D SUTURE

Today finally i did something in ENT,  ''suture out in  a 10th post-operative day patient of MRM''.

cadbury dairy milk SILK WEEK

This whole week i ate SILK SILK N SILK....All types of silk.

lesson from my life....NEVER CRY FOR Bastards N Bitches

Never ever try to restart those relationships which you left because of any reason. 

They can only hurt you more more n more. People never change they become smart....smarter.....smartest.....there is never reverse of this. 

So better....keep you selfrespect and never talk and cry for ''BASTARDS N BITCHES''

every history has a tragedy behind it....

d awesome GEMINI's.

i m gud ,bt nt n ANGEL

“I am good, but not an angel.
I do sin, but I am not the devil.

I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love.”― Marilyn Monroe.


finally i m back......

you took something from me,
you took little pieces of me,
little pieces with time that i didn't noticed.
you made a hole in my soul.
you made me something i wasn't n 
i made myself what you wanted. 
one day i was me.....and then suddenly i was lieing for you,
destroying my career and i lost myself....

i lost myself for long time and now i m finally me,
with so much pain,tears and thousand fights with myself.

one of the best lyrics.....by def leppard

Walk away if you want to
It's okay if you need to
Well you can run but you can never hide
From the shadow that's creeping up beside you
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

Whatever you do - I'll be two steps behind you
Wherever you go - and I'll be there to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around, I'll be two steps behind

Yeah yeah

Take the time to think about it
Walk the line, you know you just can't fight it
Take a look around, you'll see what you can find
Like the fire that's burning' up inside me
And there's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all, no

Whatever you do - I'll be two steps behind you
Wherever you go - and I'll be there to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around, I'll be two steps behind

There's a magic running through your soul
But you, you can't have it all

Whatever you do - I'll be two steps behind you
Wherever you go - and I'll be there to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around, I'll be two steps behind

keep smiling

Hazaar gham meri fitrat badal nahi saktey,
Kya karun mujhe aadat hai muskuraane ki.

faasla rakhna

"Badey logon se milne mein hamesha faasla rakhna,

Jahan dariya samandar se mila, dariya nahi rehtaa! "

guzar to jayegi tere bin bhi

''Guzar toh jayegi tere baghair bhi lekin 
 Badi udaas badi beqaraar guzregi ! ''

shiddat-e-dard

"Shiddat-e-dard se sharminda nahin meri wafa
Dost gehre hain toh fir zakhm bhi gehre honge! "

auqaat mein rahey

''Shaakhon se toot jayein woh patte nahi hain hum
Aandhi sey koi keh dey ki auqaat mein rahey! ''

kharch kar daali

" Woh dor jisse hum aakaash choom sakte thhey;

Patang udaane mein kharch kar daali "

Bas tera naam hi mukammal hai Ab aur isse behtar nazm kya hogi "

Nazm uljhee hui hai seene mein,
Misre atke hue hain hothon par
Udte-phirte hain titliyon ki tarah
Lafz kaagaz pe baith-te hi nahin
Kabse baitha hua hoon main jaana
Saade kaagaz pe likhke naam tera

Bas tera naam hi mukammal hai
Ab aur isse behtar nazm kya hogi "

-Gulzar

i dun luk at u.....

i don't look at you that doesnt mean i have stopped thinking about you.. am just distancing myslf coz i know i can't have you.

Time really flies when u take two naps a day!!!

When ur absence does nt change sumone's life.. Accept d fact that ur presence does nt hv any importance in his life.

Hippocratic Oath

• I solemnly pledge myself to consecrate my life to service of humanity.
• Even under threat, I will not use my medical knowledge contrary to the laws of Humanity.
• I will maintain the utmost respect for human life from the time of conception.
• I will not permit considerations of religion, nationality, race, party politics or social standing to intervene between my duty and my patient.
• I will practise my profession with conscience and dignity.
• The health of my patient will be my first consideration.
• I will respect the secrets which are confined in me.
• I will give to my teachers the respect and gratitude which is their due.
• I will maintain by all means in my power, the honour and noble traditions of medical profession.
• I will treat my colleagues with all respect and dignity.
• I shall abide by the code of medical ethics as enunciated in the Indian Medical Council (Professional Conduct, Etiquette and Ethics) Regulations 2002.
• I make these promises solemnly, freely and upon my honour.

focus wats infront of you

Because all the worring and all making plans for things that could or could not happen it only makes things worse. We  have to stop thinking what gonna happen, focus on wats infront of you.

trust z not for DOCTORS

Trust is hard for doctors and we trained from the day one that we can’t trust anyone but ourself.The skills only matters…. N itz the thing that counts for a true DOCTOR. 

RULES OF SURGERY

Number one rule of surgery is

1.to limit exposure

2.clean your hand

3.incision small

4. and cover the wound.

Sumtimes we have to expose, sumtimes injury are big so we have to cut big.

five stages of grief

There are five stages of grief…..they look different on all of us but they are always five

1.DENIEL

2.ANGER

3.BARGANING

4.DEPRESSION

5.ACCEPTANCE 

khwahishen.....

Khwahishen to hamari dil ki chahten hain,Khwahishon se milti hamari dil ko rahten hain,har mod par jaa kar ruk jati hai khwahishen,ho kar besarm par sarmati hai khwahishen,Khwahishon se kal hai aur aaj hai khwahishen,Khwahishen kuchh nahi, bas apne dil ki aawaj hai khwahishen.

i m sorry dosen't alwz works

Offcourse i m SORRY  dosen’t always cut it, may be because we use it in so many ways. As a weapon, as a excuse. But when we are really sorry, when we use it right, when we mean it, when action says wat words never can, when we say it right…..I M SORRY is perfect.

no lesson .....how to go on living

In medical school we have 100 classes that teaches how to fight off death. Not 1 lesson how to goon living after seeing death so closely.

Pain is an Protective Reflex.... Itz meant to be felt. It means there z sum thing wrong within you.

'Pain is a friend ...... it keeps u awake, and angry.....reminding u to get the job done ...... most importantly, it lets u know u aren't dead yet......'

Best line said by a guy

Best line said by a guy 2 a gal--the day i wl go on knees 4 another gal is d day i'll tie a shoe lace 4 our daughter..

so here starts my clinical life....

mci exm my next target.....wanna come back to my lovely nation. east or west ,INDIA z really a BEST.

so finally

one of the most memorable day of my life 28/9/2012..... got golden words before my name Dr.Vaishalii. itz sounds amazing.

as doctors.....

As doctors we can't undo over mistakes, and we rarely forgive ourselves for them. But as human beings we always try to do better, to be better, to do right or wrong even if it feels its irreversible.

DEFEAT

Defeat isn't a option , not for surgeons. We don't back away from the table, before long breath gone. Terminals are challenge , life threatening warts get us out of the bed early in the morning. We are not easily intimitated ,.......... we don't flinge .............., we don't back down and.............. we certainly don't surrender. Not at work anyways.To do our job we have to believe defeat is not an option. No matter how sick our patients can get there is hope for them.

messed up

trauma always leaves a scar, it fall us home, changes our lifes .....trauma messes everybody up. But may be dats the point, PAIN, FEAR N CRAP.May be going that keep us moving farward it pushes up. 
May be all need meessed up, before we can step up.

haunted us

the snap judgement once that comes to us quickly and easily without hesitation, they are the one that haunt us forever.

mohabbat abhi baki hai

talash kar meri kami ko ,apne dil me ,


agar dard mile to samajh lena mohabbat 


abhi baki hai.

end.... or new begining

Every story has an end.....but in life every end 

marks a new begining...:)

reality.............fairytails don't come true

fairytails don't come true itz the otherstories ,that beings with dark and scary nights......... and end in the unspeakables. Itz nightmares which always seems to come true in reality. 
Realityyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ......................so much more interesting then to living happily everafter.

Mistakes

i don't know everthing, nobody knows everything. so i make mistakes n i learn, so dat next time i don't make that mistake. Mistakes are how you learn.

breaking points

Breaking points is a sign of weakness and we will do everything to avoid it.

residency in SURGERY

Residency in surgery ......it takes years to learn how to cut.
it takes life time not to cut.
Sound judgement is trickiest to master....... without it we a just toddlers running around with a blade.

wishes.....do come true

We don't wish for easy things
we wish for big things...... things that are AMBITIOUS.....out of reach.
sometimes wish do come true, in there ways.....but yes they come true.
if ur passion is enough to beats all hurdles that came in the way of ur DREAMS.

scary times

Scary times are really scared. when we are in dark..... we realise..... we are all alone

my fv8 song.....by kailash kher

Heeren moti main na chahoon
Main to chahoon, Sangam tera,
Mai to teri saiyaan, tu hai mera,
Saiyaan, saiyaanaaaaaaaaaan
Tu jo choole pyaar se, araam se mar jaaun
Aaja chanda baaho mein tujhmein hi ghum hoi jaaun mai,
Tere naam mein kho jaaun,
Saiyaan, saiyaaaaaaaaaaaaan.

kyun nahi

Log har mod pe ruk ruk ke sambhalte kyoon haiN
itna dartay hain to phir ghar se nikalte kyoon haiN
main na jugnu hoon diya hoon na koi tara hoon
roshni vaale mere naam se jalte kyoon haiN
neend se mera taaluq hi nahin barso sein
khawab aa aa ke meri chahat pe tehlte kyoon haiN
mod hotaa hai jawaani ka sambhalne k liye
aur sab log yahin aa k fisalte kyoon haiN..... 

hmmm

Don't shed your tears for someone who hurt you... Don't long for that person if they left... Don't feel sorry if you failed when you tried ur best... , I don't regret my past I just regret the time I've wasted with the wrong people!,

my fv8 post

Some one asked God:If everything is already written in destiny,then why should we wish for something?...God smiled & said:May be,on few places I had written 'As you wish'...

20 Reasons You Should Date a Doctor

20 Reasons You Should Date a
Doctor (read somewhere) ;)
1. They have the tool.(Stethoscopes)
2. They can give you the gift of "missing them" because they are always at work.
3. They can give you a free medical consultation (Everyone's favourite?)
4.You save yourself the embarrassment of going to a doctor with an infection!
5. They are smart!! (It's not easy to finish the 5 year course you see,haha

.)
6. They know their anatomy well.(Know what works and where.)
7. They are wild party people in the weekends. (Oh yeah!!)
8. "Let's play doctor!"
9. They are well trained to listen.
10. They know how you feel, or at least pretend to!!
11. They always have a strange new story to tell.
12. They offer you a tissue when you feel like crying. (It is a reflex action.)
13. They can stay up all night if you want them to. (They are used to on-calls.)
14. They can guide you in the gym.(That's where anatomy comes into play.)
15. Money! (though They work long hours for it.)
16. Free medical samples!
17. They are unshockable.
18. They know what you want to hear and say it!
19. They always dress nice. (It's a dress code for them, you see.)
20. They are trained in breaking bad news in a nice way.

yaariyan

Marz bhi hain deti
Chain bhi hain deti
Dard bhi hain deti
Jaan bhi hain leti
Yaariyaan Woh o..
Na chhode yaariyaan

Learning is like healing......

Learning is like healing it happens all the time. keep running not because you wanna cut corners, but because to make sure that you are a better Doctor.

be on your own

Have a fire, be on the top of the nature, be better than anyone can and don't think damm what other thinks. there are no teams, no buddies. You are on own . be on your own.

for SURGEONS

For a surgeon a day without death z a rare gift.

Surgeons.......

Great surgeons are not made ,they are born. It takes Gestation, Intubation, Sacrifice n lots of SACRIFICE.

especially on Doctors.

The scars we bear are the sign of competitor. We all are in a LION FIGHT just because we don't win doesn't mean we don't know how to ROAR.

Yun tanha jeene ki mujhe aadat si ho gayi hai

Yun tanha jeene ki mujhe aadat si ho gayi hai
Anjaan raahoo pe chalne ki aadat si ho gayi hai
Tumhari ankhon ko such bolne ki aadat si ho gayi hai
Na jane kyon shaam dhalte hi yeh aankhein bheegh jaati hain
Mujhe is chehre ko ashqon mein chupane ki aadat si ho gayi hai
Mehfil mein har shakhs yeh gila karta hai
Mujhe tanhaiyon mein doobne ki aadat si ho gayi hai........

I DON'T FLIRT!!! I just become extra nice to someone who is extraattractive ;)

Another Month, Another Year, Another Smile, Another Tear, AnotherWinter, Summer too but there will never be another you.

It's not the days, the hours, the minutes, nor the seconds that count. It's man's actions and reactions to them that make or break his life's journey.

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you’ll never get through it without your friends.

My heart was .....taken by you,....

Never forget three types of people:

Never forget three types of people:
(1) - Who helped you in Ur difficult time ...
(2) - Who left you in Ur difficult time ...
(3) - Who putyou in difficult time..
We Are Often Let Down By The Most Trusted Persons and Loved By The Most Unexpected Ones .... Some Make Us Cry For Things that we Haven't Done, While Some Other Ignore All Our Faults Just to see Our Smile..Some Leave Us When We Need themThe Most. And Some Stick To Us Even When We Ask Them toLeave ..World Is a Mixture Of Such People...We Just Need to KnowWhich Hand To Shake and Which Hand To Hold! After all its life.

addicted

Have I told you how good 
It feels to be me 
When I'm in you
I can only stay clean
When you are around 
Don't let me fall

If I close my eyes for ever
Would it ease the pain 
Could I breath again

Baby I'm addicted and out of control 
But you're the drug that keeps me from dying
Baby I'm a lair but all I really know 
Is you're the only reason I'm trying

I'm wasting away 
Made a million mistakes 
Am I to late 
There's a storm in my head 
And it rains on my bed 
When you're not here
I'm not afraid of dying 
But I'm afraid of losing you 

Baby I'm addicted and out of control 
But you're the drug that keeps me from dying
Baby I'm a lair but all I really know 
Is you're the only reason I'm trying

When you're lying next to me 
Love is going through to me 
O it's beautiful

Everything is clear to me 
Till I hit reality
I lose it all
I lose it all
I lose it all

Baby I'm addicted 
And trying ,trying ,trying 
Baby I'm addicted 
Don't want to lose it all 
Baby I'm all lair but all I really know
Is you're the only reason I'm trying

Baby I'm addicted 
Baby I'm addicted 
Baby I'm addicted

"As Long As You Love Me"

As long as you love me

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leavin' my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me

I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be

I don't care who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
What you did
As long as you love me (I don't know)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me (yeah)

I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you're comin from
I don't care, as long as you love me, baby

I don't care who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
What you did
As long as you love me (as long as you love me)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
Don't care what you did (yeah)
As long as you love me (as long as you love me)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
As long as you love me
Who you are
As long as you love me
What you did (I don't care)
As long as you love me