continue d counts...

Success is not final, failure is not fatal:
it is the courage to continue that counts...!

being a doctor is really a gr8 job.

i think one of the best things which ever ever makes me feel on top of the world was, when i had taken admission in med school on 13th/august/2007.
i m doctor not because i want to earn a lot, but because it make me a better person, it make me feel great from the core of my soul. To save somelife really really.....make your soul HAPPY.Thanku GOD for given this chance to me.

Doctors r nt made.....

i love being a DOCTOR.

today i would have donated my blood

A blood donation occurs when a person voluntarily has blood drawn and used for transfusions or made into medications by a process called fractionation. 

In the developed world, most blood donors are unpaid volunteers.....n today i was asked to be. but i have to say no because i am leaking. 

Mr.kahadhka,40 yr old patient going for HAEMO dialysis need a fresh blood  A+, His wife asked me for a donation if i can give my blood. 

i am not able to help her .....bcoz no 1 z A+ in my knowledge other than me.

once again i lost n opportunity to save or say help a poor guy.

in developing country like NEPAL patient die not because of disease, they die more often because lack of resourses, lack of sincerity in DOCTORS.....n lack of passion in Dr's to save lifes.  

very true

my 1st chance to OUT D SUTURE

Today finally i did something in ENT,  ''suture out in  a 10th post-operative day patient of MRM''.

cadbury dairy milk SILK WEEK

This whole week i ate SILK SILK N SILK....All types of silk.

lesson from my life....NEVER CRY FOR Bastards N Bitches

Never ever try to restart those relationships which you left because of any reason. 

They can only hurt you more more n more. People never change they become smart....smarter.....smartest.....there is never reverse of this. 

So better....keep you selfrespect and never talk and cry for ''BASTARDS N BITCHES''

every history has a tragedy behind it....

d awesome GEMINI's.

i m gud ,bt nt n ANGEL

“I am good, but not an angel.
I do sin, but I am not the devil.

I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love.”― Marilyn Monroe.


finally i m back......

you took something from me,
you took little pieces of me,
little pieces with time that i didn't noticed.
you made a hole in my soul.
you made me something i wasn't n 
i made myself what you wanted. 
one day i was me.....and then suddenly i was lieing for you,
destroying my career and i lost myself....

i lost myself for long time and now i m finally me,
with so much pain,tears and thousand fights with myself.

one of the best lyrics.....by def leppard

Walk away if you want to
It's okay if you need to
Well you can run but you can never hide
From the shadow that's creeping up beside you
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

Whatever you do - I'll be two steps behind you
Wherever you go - and I'll be there to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around, I'll be two steps behind

Yeah yeah

Take the time to think about it
Walk the line, you know you just can't fight it
Take a look around, you'll see what you can find
Like the fire that's burning' up inside me
And there's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all, no

Whatever you do - I'll be two steps behind you
Wherever you go - and I'll be there to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around, I'll be two steps behind

There's a magic running through your soul
But you, you can't have it all

Whatever you do - I'll be two steps behind you
Wherever you go - and I'll be there to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around, I'll be two steps behind

keep smiling

Hazaar gham meri fitrat badal nahi saktey,
Kya karun mujhe aadat hai muskuraane ki.

faasla rakhna

"Badey logon se milne mein hamesha faasla rakhna,

Jahan dariya samandar se mila, dariya nahi rehtaa! "

guzar to jayegi tere bin bhi

''Guzar toh jayegi tere baghair bhi lekin 
 Badi udaas badi beqaraar guzregi ! ''

shiddat-e-dard

"Shiddat-e-dard se sharminda nahin meri wafa
Dost gehre hain toh fir zakhm bhi gehre honge! "

auqaat mein rahey

''Shaakhon se toot jayein woh patte nahi hain hum
Aandhi sey koi keh dey ki auqaat mein rahey! ''

kharch kar daali

" Woh dor jisse hum aakaash choom sakte thhey;

Patang udaane mein kharch kar daali "

Bas tera naam hi mukammal hai Ab aur isse behtar nazm kya hogi "

Nazm uljhee hui hai seene mein,
Misre atke hue hain hothon par
Udte-phirte hain titliyon ki tarah
Lafz kaagaz pe baith-te hi nahin
Kabse baitha hua hoon main jaana
Saade kaagaz pe likhke naam tera

Bas tera naam hi mukammal hai
Ab aur isse behtar nazm kya hogi "

-Gulzar

i dun luk at u.....

i don't look at you that doesnt mean i have stopped thinking about you.. am just distancing myslf coz i know i can't have you.

Time really flies when u take two naps a day!!!